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A SKINWALKER ....NAKED in the WILD

SOMETHINGS can NEVER be told...NAKED but hidden. A MONSTER haunts & Chases me. There is NO ESCAPE. In the WILD I am FREE to be me. NO judgement. NO temptations. NO agony. A BYU "stud"... (student) .... athlete type....MACHO hiding in his own SKIN..... a SKINWALKER on campus. This is my X-FILE!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

SOMETIMES...we need to see the bigger picture





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  • ►  2009 (6)
    • ►  May (1)
      • DEATH IN THE DESERT
    • ►  April (1)
      • INTO THE WILD....
    • ►  February (1)
      • LOST in the MAZE
    • ►  January (3)
      • OPEN space rocks2 (click here)
      • WHY I FIGHT FOR OPEN SPACE
      • I need a little SUN...or a REALITY CHECK
  • ▼  2008 (21)
    • ►  December (6)
      • The BROKEN TRAIL of a Mormon SKINWALKER
      • Hayduke strikes again
      • STUCK between a Rock and a soft SPOT
      • BLESSINGS
      • SCATTERBRAIN STUFF
      • YOU ALL remind me of FRIENDS from days gone by ......
    • ►  November (4)
      • RETHINKING OUR WAY
      • ESCAPE needed
      • Will the real JOE SMITH stand -up?
      • MORMONS are supposed to be better than this.....
    • ▼  October (9)
      • FIGHTING FOR OBAMA IN UTAH ...or will the real OBA...
      • SOMETIMES...we need to see the bigger picture
      • BLOOD SPORT: day3: SILENCE of the LAND
      • day 2 BLOOD SPORT: I HATE IT .... I LOVE IT
      • GUARDIAN ANGELS
      • BLOODSPORT day 1
      • Prejudice and Misconceptions:
      • I am DIFFERENT....
      • By the strength of my arm, by the sight of my...
    • ►  September (2)
      • latest KILL
      • DISAPPOINTMENT

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BYU, MORMON TOWN, United States
SOMETHINGS can NEVER be told...never...ever. The TRUTH is out there...like an X-FILE. It is NAKED but hidden. It is like a MONSTER that haunts & Chases me. There is NO ESCAPE. Rare MOMENTS of PEACE but only in the WILDERNESS. In the WILD I am FREE to be me. NO judgement. NO temptations. NO agony. Here I escape the MONSTER. ROCKS don't talk. DESERTS have no prejudices. They treat all HUMANITY the same. I search for Everett Reuss. His white bleached BONES may be MINE ONE DAY. Imagine a BYU "stud"... (student) .... athlete type....MACHO hiding in his own SKIN..... a SKINWALKER on campus. This is my X-FILE!!
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